Dancing on a cloud, I am forever fearless, a little girl in a dollhouse

WEDNESDAY, 20TH NOVEMBER: Because we're not stuck with old and boring teachers, we're being taken back into town for a night out. Considering you don't do anything rebellious, well, we know you will, just don't get caught okay?

MONDAY, NOVEMBER 18TH: What would our school year be without some sort of trip? Accompanied by Mr. Holden and Miss. Sharp, we're going to all stay in a little motel that's around 20 minutes away from Vegas. If it wasn't obvious, everyone's sneaking out to some casino's so make sure you have a fake I.D handy.
 
Esti.
 
"Road trip" Stephanie exclaimed as she dragged her specially customized suitcases behind me, we were going to Vegas for a school trip with Mr.Holden and Ms.Sharpe.
 
"how fun" I muttered handing my duffel bag to Mr.Holden as he packed everyone's bags in the bus's extra carriage.
 
"Here" Yuri said handing her polka dot bags to Mr.Holden, their hands lingered for a second for they let go.
 
I raised my eyebrow at Yuri as we headed inside the bus but she shook her head, we got a seat together and Myra and Stephanie.
 
"cute scarf........makes me want to barf" Jessica said as she walked to the seats behind us with Daniel.
 
"B*tch" Yuri growled taking a sip from her vitamin water.
 
"what is going on with you and Mr.Holden..?,don't deny it?" I whispered after my curiosity took me over.
 
" I'll tell you later, I promise" she said and slightly beckoned her head to the seat behind us, telling me with her body language that she was afraid Jessica and Daniel would hear.
 
Kyle was holding hands with Dalia, she was chirping about cheer leading and eagerly greeting me but Kyle was ignoring my existence.
 
The bus ride felt like eternity, I was sleeping most of the time while Yuri was on her phone.
 
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we arrived at the Motel,everyone got rooms and Myra,Yuri,Stephanie and I were sharing rooms.
 
"so,you going to tell me?"I asked Yuri as soon as Myra and Stephanie left to explore.
 
"I had sex with Mr.Holden" Yuri told me with a shy expression on her face,she was playing with a strand of her hair.
 
"what!!?" I gasped almost rolling off the bed.
 
"yup..."Yuri said and got out a magazine to read.
 
"wow, I'm going outside for a while, just to..uhmm get my head straight"I said grabbing my satchel and going outside.
 
There as a balcony on the roof, I took the stairs to the roof.
 
"what are you doing here?"I heard a familiar voice behind me,it was Kyle.
 
"it's a free country,i can go where i want"I mumbled trying not to cry,I hated the way he treated me.
 
"then I better leave"Kyle sighed.
 
"what is your problem? you're a frucking jerk, you took my innocence and you have a girlfriend who loves you and you treat me like dirt, I hate you and you better stay out of my way, I'm not afraid to tell Dalia, my reputation is ruined anyway,this won't make it worse"I burst out.
 
"it's not like that"Kyle said grabbing my arm to stop me.
 
"then what is it like? you thought i was a easy target because dalia doesn't please you..?"I said hearing my voice crack.
 
"I'm sorry,I was afarid and I didn't mean to hurt you but can we just forget that night..please,I beg you?"Kyle pleaded.
 
"sure" i said hiding my disappointment.
 
I went down to a nearby pub and grill with Stephanie and Myra, Ace was trying talk to me but I was to ashamed and kept avoiding him.
 
I was really a nervous wreck, I didn't know how to tell my mom that her husband had an affair with Tammy.
 
"so,when are you going to tell her?"Myra asked looking at the menu.
 
"I don't know.."I said but as soon as the words came out, my phone beeped.
 
'make sure you tell mommy or I will'-T.
 
@this-little-babydoll

Great memories with Marcie♥The best summer last year at Sun City!! can't wait for this year's summer expedition ♥♥

♥ I really have the best friend in the world!!

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 15TH:
Happy birthday to who? Happy birthday to Yuri! It may or may not have been her choice to host a party, but there's a party at her house. Try your best not to trash the place but if you do, have fun in the process.
 
"who invited her?" Esti whispered to me as Jessica passed us,she had a sour expression on her face.
 
"certainty not me,maybe Steff did..they have become good friends but i'm not here to impress her,i'm here to enjoy myself" I replied to Esti and started to move my hips to the rhythm of the music.
 
I noticed Sebastian walk in with Winnie, he looked uncomfortable and I flashed him a smile, I knew he was stressed about the fact that he was going to be a dad.
 
"Birthday girl, why aren't you dancing?" I asked Yuri,she was texting the whole night.
 
"maybe later,i need to check on the drinks,see you later?" Yuri said hastily heading in another direction.
 
Tonight wasn't going as planned,my pills were almost finished and i needed to find my dealer.
 
"hey tony,do you have the pills"I said as I tapped on Tony's shoulder.
 
"ya,meet me outside"he said.
 
I wasn't on drugs but these calm pills were kind of illegal and dangerous but I needed them.
 
"here" Tony said and handed me the red pill box,I got the money out of my purse but he declined.
 
"it's a favor, maybe a dance?" Tony asked holding out his hand.
 
"sure"I said as we headed to the dance floor.
 
I noticed Sebastian in the corner with a clingy Winnie,he was looking miserable and I wished he was dancing with me...it was weird but I wanted to tell him my feelings then Winnie showed up and I know we can never be together,he has responsibilities.
 
"i need to use the ladies room"I said to Tony and headed upstairs to drink another pill.
 
I heard footsteps behind me and my phone beeped.
 
'be careful, pills are poisonous'-T
 
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